Friday, July 12, 2013
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Seems so strange that me that have been so happy working where i work( not allowed to say) since one of my favorite quotes has always been
" Find a job you love and you'll never work a day in your life"
and i have been so proud of that fact you know: do what you like and like what you do, i mean the $ sucks big time specially because my prior job as personal assistant was so much better paid, anyway been ME if you know me i can be obnoxious o arrogant about me and what i do, i take pride on doing things right just do the best i can possible be, not for you o anyone else for me because i firmly believe that if you are going to do something you should do YOUR best, i am very smart, creative, work hard without whining and complaining i do what I have to do and better than most people, i know that doesn't sound nice o i may sound intolerant looks like i don't accept failure and...no i just rather not to fail, i have 3 jobs
1 this one monday tuesday thursday and fridays
2 i have another as photographer on Manhattan wednesdays
3 one as a volunteer doing all the internet services for a non profit organization
Of course i will always be Nolan's mom my most challenging, enjoyable job
So i have decided i don't feel happy of going to job#1 i no longer wake up happy to go work, i drag myself there even though i love everyone, i love the place and what my job is i don't feel happy to work there anymore i feel sad and under appreciated everyone seems worry but i am at peace, i've done my best really i'm not sure what else i could have done.
Oh yeah and of course i heard why when no one can find a job you are leaving this after 4 years??
Good question, i truly believe money is an energy and is always around us, i've never had money issues as in to pay rent o eat, i do adjust to the current budget and is easy for me i can stop buying scrapbooking crap i'm not using immediately, stop eating out daily and so on as i said i do what i have to do.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
I have become so incredibly busy that i just treasure every hr i get home o alone,since my last post Nolan has comeback to NY and i didn't o anyone else thought he was ready to come home,so he end up going to live with other 5 kids like him in a house here in Queens close enough but not easy for him to just go home and i not only became the floral designer at my store but i got them out of the "red numbers" as my boss said, i was not happy with my $alary so my boss allowed me to transfer to a store closer to me with better benefit$, more hrs and the chance to get away from a lot of bad vibes i was receiving there, i work mon,tue,thur and fri there as a floral designer and as scrapbooking advance instructor wed in Manhattan on my job as jewelry photographer, then get Nolan on the weekend, i have been on that roller coaster for months and getting exhausted and my apartment is been looking like an abandon hunted house no time o extra $ for a house keeper, i get to work lots of hrs sometimes too many for my own good and i am not complaining for working i LOVE my job and i feel privileged to be able to work doing what i like to do and doing it my way, just no the salary i deserve having a child that requires a private driver to come home is $, i need to focus my life on me a little bit i feel like life is going by and i just see the world and life just passing by me and i don't seem to catch up, time goes i know i look like 15-20 years younger than i am and i am grateful but the years are there and i am still alone, and i haven't accomplished anything i want in my life and least i haven't for the most part, i have been working with a therapist on Biological Decoding of Illness started because a friend paid for my first therapy with his sister on a day where Nolan was in the hospital for a change of meds this was his gift to Nolan but he can't do it so the purpose if to find where o how i can trough this therapy help Nolan be happier and heal all that she calls anger and violence instead of autism, it all makes sense so far, me been non believer(other than G'd and myself)we are far from getting there but i will make sure to post and publish any advance, I need to learn to slow down, I need to stop doing it all and doing it perfect, just knowing i can do things and i am good at what i do should be enough for me, i don't need anyone's approval, do need the recognition because it can give me a better job o $alary for example i was this week chosen to be decorating a showroom in Manhattan that was to be presented to the press i loved knowing people will admire my work although i doubt my name will be mention but i know it! I was going to show some pictures but i am not even sure if is legal.BTW i have become obsess with feel free to look!.
Rosa Oh Scrap!! at Sunday, July 22, 2012
Monday, August 29, 2011
I am so amazed of how much has happen since my last post, been out of work for 5-6 weeks really was not good, however instead of whining and cry i meditated a lot, i am meditating at least 15 minutes each morning and visualized myself solving the situation, i was by the way listening to The Process by Esther and Jerry Hicks
Rosa Oh Scrap!! at Monday, August 29, 2011
Why I"m doing this???
The Recipe For Rosa
1 part Vitality 1 part Inspiration 1 part Friendship 1 part Wisdom1 part Power 1 part Charm 1 part Sexiness 1 part Mischief 1 part Shrewdness 1 part Pride Splash of Class Splash of Craftiness Splash of Cleverness Shake with passion
I am a Scrapping Queen!
|You Are 8% Gross|
Some people may think you're a neat freak, but at least you'll never die of flesh eating bacteria.